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she’s perfect                                                                                         she’s imperfect

     -beautiful and just                                                 possessive and insecure-     

          -kind                                                                                                scared-          

he’s perfect                                                                                            he’s imperfect

     -handsome and chivalrous                                        aggressive and angry-     

           -giving                                                                                             afraid-          

they’re perfect                                                                                 they’re imperfect

     -elegant and smooth                                                    clumsy and confused-     

          -united                                                                                          clashing-          

-love is perfectly imperfect-

The December Dress

If I’m being honest, this one was a toughie, I had a lot of trouble with this dress. I had set out to do something completely different from what it turned out as. 

I would mess up, dislike what I made, or even just decided to change it based entirely on a burst of inspiration. It was frustrating.

So I decided to go back to what I know and I’m comfortable with making. There’s nothing wrong with that of course. But, I am slightly disappointed that I didn’t challenge myself as much.

But yeah, here it is.

If you missed last month’s dress its linked below:

click here!

The behind the dress series is also linked below:

click here!

If you want the link to a longer version of the video:

click here!

today’s diary

Hullo, it has been a full week since I’ve written on here. 

I also need to find the motivation to get the final draft of that essay done. Oops.

  • Anyways, good morning! It is currently 9:14, I am still in bed and I need to get up, get some food, and do stuff I committed myself to doing though at this point I just want to get it done.

Also, if you’re wondering why the fonts and stuff are weird, it is because wordpress has cool, new editing settings and I like testing stuff out.

I have not finished my december dress unfortunately because when my first design failed I hit a block and I got frustrated and decided to sleep and come back to it. I have not come back to it yet. I’m hoping I can motivate myself to get up and do it this week since it is Thanksgiving break. 

But that’s all for me loves.

xox celestie

p.s. I really hope I get some work done.

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UPDATE: 9 HOURs later and I find out that the essay is not due tomorrow but the day after. procrastination nation, here I come.

SOOO… I have an essay due tomorrow that supposed to be 8-10 pages and I have not really started yet. I only have sources and a vague idea of what I’m going to do. Procrastination plagues me like everyone else unfortunately.

I’m barely fully recovered from whatever illness I got last week, which is great.

Its funny that even though I’m trying to avoid writing for a class, I ended up writing anyways, even if it’s for this.

I’m also partially consumed by the fact that its almost Christmas and I really want to get thoughtful gifts for my family and my boyfriend. It makes me wonder if I have to buy anything for the friends I claim to be close with and yet never really talk to that much.

Even my self-proclaimed best friend, I barely have any real conversations with her and I know that it might partially be my fault because I should be sending messages first and all that. I’ve never been good with distance, I’m close with the people constantly around me. Is it growth or is it that we weren’t that close to begin with?

Dunno.

I should probably work on my essay, y’know the one due in exactly 19 hours.

I also have no idea what I’m going to do for the December dress, and it’s almost December soooo I’ll need to figure something out.

’til next time I suppose.

xox celestie